Saturday, July 14, 2012

Ramblings....


  India is one hell of a country. A diversity that is so baffling that almost 98% of Indians would themselves not realize the magnitude of it .The other 2% are the government servants, IAS officers, people in the military, and public health officers who scout remote unheard unseen corners of the country ;). This India, has rushed in headlong into the new century, to compete with the super powers of the world, injecting into its veins, the trends of the west, and yet seems to be lost somewhere in identifying its own self, searching in the shards of broken mirror, each of which reflect something different about it- A million dreams for a future, where it commands the position it once held in the past, a past so profound and prolific that it will always remain an inseparable part of it, the growing sense of modernity, the urge  to compete in terms of technology, resources, man power, while starkly contrasting it are the issues of rampant corruption, crime, female foeticide, farmer suicides, terrorism, insurgency and others one sees on a daily basis, so much so that we have accepted them as a part of life in India.

  With all this complexity, that is unique to this country, I intend to understand to the best of my ability who the quintessential modern Indian is. How does he identify himself? Is there only one such image, or does difference creep into this as well, like every other thing in India? Is it different in the cosmopolitan cities from the little towns and villages of interior India? I intend to pen down my observations, conversations with people I come across, maybe these could give new insights, which will help understand better my country today. In this process, I intend to discuss issues we all can relate to, what we see on a daily basis…

  In the past two months I had to shuttle between three cities of India – Chennai, Bengaluru and Mumbai, several times. I shall now write what I observed about these cities, their differences and finally the one common feature I saw.

  I shall start with the garden city, which was once truly a garden city, when it was still green, picturesque and an exclusive hub for the southerners and the MNC’s had not yet identified the one major destination they choose to transform (Now what kind of transformation, we shall see!).

  At first sight this city seems to be refreshingly less ‘metro’ish- tall gulmohars with the flaming crimson heads and the dense foliage of the banyans line on both sides of the sprawling roads beat the summer heat. Even as I enjoy the trees whizzing past my autorickshaw, tall buildings suddenly seem to sprout out of nowhere; malls at every street corner leer at passersby selling brands, (many of which one would not see even in most other metros) like Chanel and Calvin and Klein, luring the city’s rich businessmen and corporate honchos and other not so big people who yearn to live that coveted lifestyle of parties and night clubs. Pizza and coffee joints are just as many as the slum dwellings, that have mushroomed here, there and everywhere. The population seems to be cosmopolitan. Sphagetti tops and garbled English are as much a part as are the city’s rich tradition of carnatic music, fine arts and rava idlis. It reminds me of a dainty, bashful girl suddenly made up, adorned by ornaments and heavily embroidered brocades, beautiful, opulent but gaudy.

  The next in line is Chennai. ’Singara Chennai” it once used to be called. But with unchecked growth and industrialization, the adjective sounds good only on a T shirt. The land of filter coffee, dosas and idlis, retains its identity, only, it seems to be aping the other big cities which have already fallen prey. The Koovam, which lent beauty to this once scenic capital of the state of Madras now carries waste of every imaginable kind to the Bay of Bengal. The ‘Parakkum rail’ from beach to Velachery is a clever move to camouflage the dumping grounds and the numerous slums.

  Chennai so totally seems to love the English names of roads, a fond memory of the colonial period they do not want to erase, (probably because it adds to the effect of a modern city??). Five years back, eating out in a restaurant was for a middle class south Indian family a monthly affair or even rarer. But today I see people flocking to restaurants at every street corner, so much so that there are queues outside most even at 9 pm. thankfully, the temples in Mylapore and Triplicane are still popular and the city still comes alive with divine music in the month of Margazhi.

  Both these cities Chennai and Bengaluru represented the authentic south Indian life - Conservative, peace loving, rule abiding and hard working. I know these words still bear a lot of relevance; but with words like development, infrastructure and technology doing the rounds; I fear they will soon lose that.

  Mumbai, the city of dreams, the inspiration to many writers, movie makers and artists, inspired me too. Life is on at a pace that even the clock seems to run faster. The richest of the rich and the poorest of the poor all live together. This is where one can see an Indian from any part of the country juggling, to make a living. Unlike Chennai and Bengaluru, which have visualized change in the recent years, Mumbai has been this way for ages and hence easier for me to digest. There are rambling buildings, slums, sabzi mandis, and suddenly a sky scraper. They all seem to be snugly fit in a bizarre maze, that only they understand. People like me will miss a temple, mistaking it for a mall, as it is right next to an office complex.

  The roads are dirty, the people living on them dirtier. The sea seems to be there everywhere. The city in itself is on a little piece of land floating on the sea. The fast disappearing mangroves and forest reserves are a matter of serious concern the locals feel, but who would care for these when terrorist attacks happen once in a while and the people have learnt to live with them.

So that was a brief account of the cities I have been to in the recent past. They are all different in their own ways, and yet, there is one aspect common to them all, that saddens me. Growth, expansion, development, these are good things. Liberalisation and globalisation has changed the course of post independence India forever. I am no economist to analyse the impact and give strategies. But somewhere I feel, these cities are forgetting what they stand for, their originality in the process of all this change that has engulfed them. The west has its own model, but that fits them best. For a country like India, no one model will fit appropriately. So, blindly aping the west, be it a sprawling secratariat to be only abandoned by the next chief minister or shops selling things people do not need in the first place, is only pushing us closer to our doomsday. I am not against malls or branded clothes. I love the experience of a movie in a multiplex and the aroma of cheese melting on the pizza. I love weekend dinners and cruising on a car. But not to the extent that I forget the Ganesh ‘visarjan’ procession, mysore pa or the fragrance of malligai poo(jasmine). The new generation at times, seems to be running exactly on the wrong track. But well, I hope I am wrong!! What say???

 PS: the central question, 'who is the quintessential indian' is lost in all the rambles. . Am really tired now to consider it and write about it!.. so long.... zzzzzz....

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Whatever!

On I walked, past many a river, valley and hill..
Villages, woods, farms and a mill
On I trudged, through roads I knew not..
towards the misty mountain I sought

Sometimes I could see it clear,
as it stood resplendently white
and at times only a murky mire..
but on I went on the relentless ride..

There were the black riders
who made a shiver run down my spine,
and the village folks
who tempted me with food and wine

But unyielding I was to this bargain,
for As it blushed a fiery red
I wanted to see the misty mountain, 
 when the lord kissed its snowy bed

It glistened like a bejeweled bride
refulgent in warmth so soothing,
As the mother’s lap to a  child,                                          
the beloved’s letter , to the warrior fighting

So on I went, my legs weary,
to behold that sight, dearest of all,
on horse, on caravan, foot and a  ferry
to feel that feeling, most blissful of all..

Finally I reached the zenith,
as the lord ascended the cerulean throne,
and felt my heart brimming with blithe,
radiant in the crimson my soul shone.

But as I breathed, aware of every breath,
a shroud of fog it seemed engulfed
the madly thumping heart beneath
as slowly into navy the azure turned,
And I realized this quest was but a moment in eternity,
And there are more to come in this vagabond’s journey

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Behind the dark brown veil..


As someone helped him into the train, the first glimpse of him, I caught..
With filth his faithful friend, to a corner he crawled,
An emaciated body, deformed legs, unkempt hair and dark sagging skin..
A battered bag and secluded solitude were he all he owned.
On the nondescript puckered face below the layer of grey,
Intriguing me the most, in the deep sockets, a pair of dark brown eyes lay..

As secret glimpses of him I stole, wondering what his story was,  
Hasty glances of pity and revulsion others cast.
May be with a family to feed, he was once a healthy man..
Or was born a beggar with the privileges exclusive to that clan.

How I wish I could see through that dark brown veil!
Was it profound sadness for having been deserted..
Or palpable excitement about where he was headed?
Was it inconsolable sorrow for having none to love..
Or sublime satisfaction that comes only when there is nothing to lose?
Was it utter despair or a glimmer of hope?

Wish I could fathom the mystery behind that dark brown veil..
Of the beggar on the train I caught glimpses of…!!!